Friday, November 5, 2010

Yu silver's death

 Snow on Hu's Tokyo
than usual gift to the kind of angry. From the top of Mount Fuji breeze blowing down the total over all men and women can not cool the hot heart. One thousand nine hundred and twenty years ago, in Bethlehem's sky tour moving the date of sinking, stars rise and is approaching. Street Lane street shops are decorated with the bride and groom, like, trying to absorb some customers would like, so add these year-end Lize, which is rich poor children Lord, as the busy time. This is Zhuke from the people, infinitely sad time.
bear in the wild near the pool side, in a group housing complex in the middle of chaos, there is a building, set in the clarity of the winter air. this one family, in this busy time of year-end, seemed to have little angry like, upstairs windows and doors, there still tightly closed. golden at the ball, left the jungle on the field, has been hanging in the the middle of the sea blue objects, long the world's many things there was laughter.
sun light, since the middle of the closed door, dipped into his pillow, he was like a pair of eyes with walnuts, opened his, he has been round about the age of five. In light of the dark room, his face will not feel that gray around his face above the cheekbones, the same deep now deep orbital view, he was a lean man.
his eyes half open, look at the clock on the table, the length of needle is above the overlap in the X word, spoke up and gave her a yawn, He did not know he was a great tragedy for their own hero, and still hissing asleep, half awake half sleep sleep for a while, listening to the partitions of the clock hit eleven before he was to jump out. random to put on his clothes, ran downstairs, washed his hands, and that his to put on a pair of old shoes and ran back outside.
his recent state of life, very different place than before, since the the end of October to now, two months in the middle, he always reversed every night and day throughout the pub to go to drink. Tokyo pub, when the furnace is about sixteen-year-old woman. He was aware they were trying to cheat him of money, so go with his trouble, play with him, but one to the sun sets, he can not always lived at home properly. Sometimes he wants to turn this evil habit, and deliberately to the library He usually loves to go get the book reading point of view, but to the lights, his ears, suddenly have a variety of dismal little song heard singing together. his nose, and also powder, sesame oil, oil boiling fish, the smell of cigarettes coming mixed wine. Reading between the lines of his book, when suddenly a red face will come out. mesmerizing pair of eyes, little by little, the expansion up. with rose bud lips, gradually opening up of children up, two smiling faces, could see coming. Yang magnetic-like teeth in a row, could see coming. his eyes closed, his face, there are many wonderful women sitting in the shadows of the red light , slightly in there with a smile. also has strabismus he also nodded his head, but also to the upper and lower clothes off, there are the snow-like tenderness of the real estate broker extended to him. to that time, he would unknowingly with his arm and ran real estate broker, with the same dream, to go out. until his arms with the soft flesh sitting, he knew that he was no longer a library.
yesterday evening, he This is also a pub at one o'clock after midnight, the time to sit down, only to come out, when his mind is unclear, and fallen on the road down to the walk for a while, look around and not seen a figure , one thousand million, there are knowing about the closure, only the jagged line of the door lights, yellow cast out in the street a few vague shadows. middle of the street's two tram lines, where the release wildfire-like glaucoma. He unchanging, full, relying on the university's iron railings, looked up to see the moon that night thirteen, with light cyan Yinpen like floating in the air. He then billed to the four a look,UGG boots, before we know the tram line on quiet, electric pole, wire, crooked people on the roof, all bathed in the same cream also like moonlight. He felt very cold home alone a person,Bailey UGG boots, as if the same Crackdown after the storm boatman, a man in the world of drifting snow in the Arctic with the look. back against the iron railing, watching the moon, where he was doing. for a moment, he was too weak a pair of like the same old dog eyes, and suddenly two tears rolled down to. Last summer, when he married the scene, as with the revolving door, revolving came to his eyes.
mountains on three sides are level, side wide air, seems to have evaporated over the river like the smell. stand in the valley in the mountains to the empty side of a look, people will be able to give birth to a supernatural feeling, knowing that under the sky, that is, a river. evil in the hillside Last place in the plains of the beginning of the area, a few others, along with the curve like a Qingxi, scattered in the middle of woodland Creeping. In more than a passionate dream Shengeng summer, because hot weather is, he and his newlywed wife, slept for a while, and from the bed and climb up to the window toward the river to enjoy the cool air to go. the lights have been extinguished, the moon shot came from the window. sit down in the wicker chair After that, he saw the moon shot in his wife's face. a closer look, he felt her face, carved with marble Whitehead were not the slightest. looked for a moment, his heart was frightened, and stretched out his right hand to unknowingly , to touch on her face.
they are. After listening to her the word, his eyes a moment he felt the heat up. I do not know what reason, he suddenly stretched out his hands, and hugged her tightly. his lips, when affixed to her face , he thought her eyes, there are two in the same spring-like tears streaming down. Tierou the sobbing their two long time the meat, he thought of children getting chest Relax up, looked out of the window to see, near and far are sprinkled full of moonlight. looked at the sky, gray sky, there is a thin layer of clouds, floating where Yang.
sinking a small star child, my stars had. the. They sat in silence for a while, he watched the TV drama to make a tiny star, a low voice said to her:
. eyes, suddenly see a stream coming. that a small window toward the river, but also mapped to come to his eyes, arrayed along the windows of a paint table, also reflected into his eyes to. Zhang Banming immortal one table the lamp, the lamp sitting around a two-year-old woman, that woman's pale face, a pair of charming big eyes, small lips of the curve, pale lips, was reflected to come to his eyes. He no longer unable to cope, and shook shook his head, then thought to myself:
always true. November fourth day of that letter, the total is true, she spit blood spit to pass on the poor, when there was still calling my name. stood up and walked, his wine was awake, so he felt the cold up. This will be the middle of the night, and he is not willing to go back to his house with the hell-like. He turned out to be his friend live in his house, he live upstairs, there is no fire pot, no anger, only a few of the old, gray horizontal spread in the electric lights in yellow waiting for him, he Yuxiang Yu want to go back, so he slowly took on the wild railway station. the original train station on the Japanese people do not sleep all night until the car room, a fire born there, he went to the station, that is, warming himself wanted to go.
has come to the station, cold on the road and no one met with him, into the station, knowing about him in the empty corridor, only to see two rows of lights, where the yellow shine. sell tickets to the room, sitting two or three women affairs members, where the yawning. into the second car waiting room, Banxingbanshui sit for two hours, he can see the fire in the fire fast end. far the wheels are coming locomotive. the station also to a few people in uniform running around in there to run, so for a while, from the northeast to the train arrived. The station was suddenly bustling, passengers get off the footsteps of the call with all the sound, were a mixed, spread up to his eardrum, with a group of passengers, he came out of the train station. out of the station, he looked up and saw the sky dark green color circle, there are countless stars where the micro, from the north came a cool breeze suddenly, he felt a bit like cold intolerable. The moon is down the mountain. There are several early workers in the street, slowly pull the car to walk in there, Gedian Jia's door lights are still there like a tired-like shine. walked on the wild west of the park when he suddenly sighed. dim lamplight, the interest rate to fly a few yellow leaves neatly down the sides of the dry trees seem to live up appearance, he unknowingly hit a cold silent to silent halt. children's listening quietly for a while, he felt four sides, and nothing happened, only that rumbling of wheels, as in a dream like far, far away in, on and off the still reached his ears, he knew just the sound but a few leaves. He walked on the bridge view, when I saw the other side of the pool is not in a row The tower is submerged in the night sleeping in the middle. two lines of lights, as if laughing at his appearance there, asleep, when he got home, the East has gray up.
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day after day in early winter weather , morning at eleven o'clock, he washed his hands face a hurry, put on a pair of old shoes, and ran outside to.
covered in blue and dark green of the day, in sunshine and soft no head no brain like an hour away, he felt hungry again. Feel around, his purse, as well as five yuan spare money left in there. a half ago the first, he looked around the object, have been sold out, so he had his dead wife a diamond ring, when into the pawn shop. His deceased wife of the last of this monument, only worth a hundred and sixty dollars, half do not have access, are now There was only five dollars.
the stomach, where despite the gibberish of the ring. He calculate seen five yuan money left, he shall not go eat in the finest taverns had drunk, so he resolved to think of him when the money that used to go a pub to go.
that a restaurant in the Botanic Gardens near edge set, the owner is a widow of fifty-scene, when the furnace is the daughter of the old widow, named Jinger. Jinger this year is the twenty- years old. looks only normal, but her youthful like the same pair of eyes, high nose with the white race like I do not know what reason, so people who have seen her again, she can not always forget. and the nature of good Jinger very, what people are always equal, forcing a smile for. they there because of the guests too much, do not cook. Jinger's mother, the former has also been a western restaurant in the furnace, so she knows quite some seasoning Miaojue. He used to have no money when the total probably ran Jinger house, and a very attentive to him because Jinger, two because he was accustomed to, Jinger's mother also credit him, no matter how much always willing for his unpaid debts. He drunken time, each of his deceased wife Jinger that is how good, how good, how was his mother's abuse, how to dye a lung disease, death, how the hope to him. Speaking of sad place to each of his tears, Jinger sometimes willing to cry with him. He Jinger home and out, though not the last two months, but Jinger until he actually seemed to be a few years with Like an old friend before, and Jinger sometimes things are not happy, but also tell him. It Jinger said, both men and women, there is a secret thing, or a sad thing, there must be a friend each other comfort that can talk about to do. Jinger him about is a pair of mutual friends for comfort.
half months ago, the first, he did not know where to listen to, and only heard Jinger to be married to go. attitude, there are always different places than ever before. One day the night, he is sitting at home drinking Jinger, suddenly came to a thirty-year-old man. Jinger met this man to leave his to speak with the man to go. Jinger away, so he can only go with Jinger's mother say irrelevant gossip. As he spoke, however, while on Jinger, where attention and the man moves. waiting for the slightest or so, Jinger, where also the same man to make jokes, he waited impatiently up to the bow of the beast with the injured, hurried away. Since that day, but now there are half a month circumstances, he has not been on Jinger home. with Jinger Dear John, he drank even more powerful, like his dead wife's mind, but also more bitter than ever had.
I now come to find anywhere to do this to a friend! Department to. with Jinger Dear John, he felt even more sad the more lonely.
him Feel, purse, only five yuan more than the money. He wanted things made this an excuse, ran Jinger the house. while this thought, while he thought sentence several times, he said to himself:
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see him, just like there is a defense of the people act like he heads, in fact, other than in addition to his own conscience, but no one was there to blame him.
slow walk to the static children at home when the mother and two, also just up. Jinger met him, the smile on his face slightly, asked him:
So he only said: ? Jinger man said, he recently you Daohai often go home to drink it. > owner, you do not know what? wedding feast miles. Her voice, as if there trembling like. he suddenly felt sad together, blindly bitter, as if people like seasickness, vomiting, stomach squeezed from the heart to. he felt that words would not come, and only Some point to his head, that meant he wanted to drink. He looked at Jinger, Jinger also looked at him, the two line of sight, like the flash with the lightning a bit, Jinger to ran two steps outside the tripod to buy wine for his food to go.
Jinger back, her mother went to the kitchen to continue cooking, food not good, the wine is hot. Jinger sitting in front of him on as usual, pour wine for him, but he always looked up Jinger a dare, Jinger looked up and did not dare look at him. Jinger not words, he just quietly there drink. They sat blankly for a while, Jinger's mother, said from the kitchen under the name Jinger:
this, but Wu's still not fixed. He stole a glance unknowingly, Jinger tears like the way there.
he casually a few drinks, eat a few dish came out on the crooked. outside on the street, very noisy people. across the street, he went to clean a road, walked a few steps, took a long west slope of the time ,Discount UGG boots, watching the sun has been playing an incline. far looked back and saw the trees within the Botanic Gardens Shaotou, are dyed a purple-red color of yellow, he did not know what reason, on the west side of the horizon melting in the sun light in the mountains, and the distance of the setting sun on the roof tiles of others, have played a farewell mood. blankly for a moment, he rotation of the body, carrying the sunset glow, go east went on a long slope.
same as in a dream, intoxication of the main entrance into the university, he said he was told Suddenly see:
In Tokyo What? are prepared to go home and New Year. He said to his classmates saw it, made the smile, hurried answer, said:
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was there like you blanket. a person in the twilight of the University of desolate garden, foolishly stand out in many cases, it seems crazy. stay for a while, he slowly walked forward, but in talking to himself while said:
sat under a will, his dizzy brain, home to just heard the words of Jinger again want out:

He thought for a moment to stand up to a few of the books, tied to make a package, calmly got into the school books which package a secondhand book shop in the front. to do a big representations, the genius of several big ideas, just for the nine yuan money left, there is a poetry collection in English, as the masters of old books shop, bargaining is also too cheap, so he still keep, not sell to.
won the nine-spare money, his heart though, where the genius of a book for those disaffected, but the side has to meet very. because of this nine-money left, he can seek a full night's drunk, and he The purpose of the largest, but also up to get the mm is to use a few dollars to buy some gifts Jinger this thing.
spread out from the books when the street is already the twilight of the world, and sold to women in a shop with ornaments, bought some Li stretched (Ribbon) of the rhino with two bottles of violet perfume hairpin, he has to run back home Jinger.
Jinger not at home Her mother is only one person there warming himself, they came to see him, Jinger's mother seems to be some dislike of his appearance, so we asked him:
; Jinger dearth and death? out, and said to her:
those gifts from the smile on his face is installed:
Jinger hot mother a bottle of wine for him again, do a few dish, he is to drink the second bottle of alcohol when Jinger back. Jinger see he was sitting there drinking and not feel spent togethers, said to him:
that she came to thank, yet on just gifts, she has not said one, sat slumped in front of him, the only possible where a glass cup pour wine for him. Then he tried to call her to take wine at Jinger with red eyes and said:
swill up. his heart sad mood, we go now I do not know where to begin, he seems to be right side has been restored Jinger revenge, while if there is mourning its own way.
in Jinger Zuiwo bed for a long time, to two o'clock after midnight, he ran out of Jinger stumbled home to. on the street very stillness, the distance is bathed in the pale moonlight, do not have anything sides movement, in addition to twice the faint sound outside the bark, which the majority of the world, seems to have died out of the way. fallen down to the walk for a while, he suddenly hear of a nightclub to sell food and drinks. He touch around to see a pocket there forty-five five cents of the money left in there. In the club he once again drink a try. He felt the earth the heavens, and around the house, where the rotation in the way. down forward setting for two hours after the walk, he saw before him a piece of a big open space emerged to. cool moonlight shadow, with the shadows of various objects, made of a mixed group, mapped to come to his eyes .
him. Just a scene, and like the same movie, flew to his eyes.
dark gray sky full of the cold clouds, the north wind is very tight, leaves rustling in the shadows, he Ueno Park stand on the door of intensive Hin,cheap UGG boots, where the pick up. is the day they welcomed the W's Association meeting dates, in the coming and going, and that he suddenly saw a seventeen-year-old woman, wearing a women's medical special school uniforms, I'm not forced to come to attend the meeting are not. He first saw her face when, unknowingly was shocked. so that when the woman approached him, he awoke with the dream of people the same; hurried stepped forward and said to her:
five o'clock in the circumstances. exported where people take a hat coat, packed badly. When he went downstairs, saw that the woman was not wearing a coat, stand blankly at the door, so he went up with her said:
br> go, for her to wear a jacket. She turned back to look at him to rush from the door and went out. He took a step to catch up, read a suddenly enlarged eyes, her slender shadow, disappeared in the middle of the dark.
thought of this, he felt her soft fiber body seems just grazed him look.
called out, on the pediment a few steps, his long thin body, on the cross fell to the ground.
the moon to play at an incline. women's medical school before the open space, but also by a shadow, four sides very quiet. the pale moonlight, and scattering it into a clearing in the world of objects are purified.

December 26 next morning, the sun still rose up from the east, the sun light, hitting the cow (who Chuo) in front of the ward revealed field, there was a ward old servant, took a notice board is affixed to reveal the field. That a notice saying:
road Disease who,
aged about four or five of the men can be a twenty, five feet five inches in length, thin appearance; color yellow, high cheekbones, long hair a few inches, the amount of chaos on the disclosure, in addition to more free features. < br> clothing tailor dressed in black serge. pocket in Emest Dowson's Poems and Prose in one volume, a Pentagon notes, white silk handkerchief party, female characters are also, on SS so little words. left side there is a soft black hat, wearing light yellow shoes, each side has been damaged.
disease is a brain haemorrhage. morning nine o'clock on the 26th of this month, in the cattle (people Chuo) Wakamatsu-cho, Medical Institute of Women's open space to see that before, from about death can be four hours. solid I do not know the deceased name, address, and pay it for the cremation. 

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